So effin' Messenger Lite did not notify
me of the message from my best bro
telling me that at 4:00 AM he's moving
to Peru. Like, if I didn't plug my phone
to leave it charging before I go to bed,
I literally could have spent the night
sleeping soundly without knowing that
tomorrow by noon my best friend ever
would no longer be at his house and
that I would not see him again(dramatic).
I already knew beforehand that he was
going to move because, y'know, the
usual Venezuela stuff about seeking
better opportunities and all that, but
dude, it still hurts me, it's all so sudden,
and the fact that he's my only true friend
just makes it worse. We've known each
other for half of our lives, we didn't grow
up together or something but we were
friends since day 1 of high school, we
were like siblings, like, to the point of
asking for each of our parent's "blessing"
whenever we went to visit and stuff.
My mother loves him as if he was her
son, and his father treats me like part
of their family. We were so close together,
we had a story. We were never a couple,
nah that shit's too cheap, we never were
"ship-bait" material", we were literally
just "friends", like the TV show. Like, we
had a classic "hangin' out to play Kirby's
Dream Land 3 together" friendship, with
no ulterior motives or awkward feelings.
Like, it was perfect. He was my only real
friend, not like all those other guys who
just wanted to bang me and/or manipulate
me into being their very own brainless
comfort character anime girl in real life.
Like, why the fuck can't those fuckers
move out of the country instead of my
best bro, huh? Because they don't need
to seek for "better opportunities", I guess.
Like, obviously. I'm not gonna complain
that some guys that I hate just-so happen
to have better living conditions than my
best friend and that they don't need to
move away to find job and stuff, but yeah
it feels slightly unfair that my only friend
has to leave while the rest of the shitty
people are still here, you know?
And last year was such a dumpster fire
where I had to distance myself from the
people that cared about me because I
had to handle depression and issues and
didn't even chat with anyone, let alone go
out to visit them, that it's so sad that right
when I was starting to feel enough confidence
to go visit him to play Kirby's Dream Land 3
again like in the ol' times, he comes and
tells me that he's going in less than 2 hours.
Goddammit. I'm really sad.
Like, I'm not crying or anything, really.
I'm just feeling kinda empty right now and
felt like telling this to someone since I, as
stated above, have literally no more friends,
so I guess Newgrounds will have to do.
It's comfortable to post stuff on NG after all.
Definitely better than Tumblr.
Anyways, I'm sorry if this post is too tearful
or personal or anything, or too long even.
This is just a "vent" post, I'd say. On normal
circumstances this would be an info post
about one of my OCs or some random meme
that I made and whatnot, but well, these are
"special circumstances", and I hope that's
not a problem for anyone.
Peace.