So effin' Messenger Lite did not notify

me of the message from my best bro

telling me that at 4:00 AM he's moving

to Peru. Like, if I didn't plug my phone

to leave it charging before I go to bed,

I literally could have spent the night

sleeping soundly without knowing that

tomorrow by noon my best friend ever

would no longer be at his house and

that I would not see him again(dramatic).

I already knew beforehand that he was

going to move because, y'know, the

usual Venezuela stuff about seeking

better opportunities and all that, but

dude, it still hurts me, it's all so sudden,

and the fact that he's my only true friend

just makes it worse. We've known each

other for half of our lives, we didn't grow

up together or something but we were

friends since day 1 of high school, we

were like siblings, like, to the point of

asking for each of our parent's "blessing"

whenever we went to visit and stuff.

My mother loves him as if he was her

son, and his father treats me like part

of their family. We were so close together,

we had a story. We were never a couple,

nah that shit's too cheap, we never were

"ship-bait" material", we were literally

just "friends", like the TV show. Like, we

had a classic "hangin' out to play Kirby's

Dream Land 3 together" friendship, with

no ulterior motives or awkward feelings.

Like, it was perfect. He was my only real

friend, not like all those other guys who

just wanted to bang me and/or manipulate

me into being their very own brainless

comfort character anime girl in real life.

Like, why the fuck can't those fuckers

move out of the country instead of my

best bro, huh? Because they don't need

to seek for "better opportunities", I guess.

Like, obviously. I'm not gonna complain

that some guys that I hate just-so happen

to have better living conditions than my

best friend and that they don't need to

move away to find job and stuff, but yeah

it feels slightly unfair that my only friend

has to leave while the rest of the shitty

people are still here, you know?

And last year was such a dumpster fire

where I had to distance myself from the

people that cared about me because I

had to handle depression and issues and

didn't even chat with anyone, let alone go

out to visit them, that it's so sad that right

when I was starting to feel enough confidence

to go visit him to play Kirby's Dream Land 3

again like in the ol' times, he comes and

tells me that he's going in less than 2 hours.

Goddammit. I'm really sad.

Like, I'm not crying or anything, really.

I'm just feeling kinda empty right now and

felt like telling this to someone since I, as

stated above, have literally no more friends,

so I guess Newgrounds will have to do.

It's comfortable to post stuff on NG after all.

Definitely better than Tumblr.

Anyways, I'm sorry if this post is too tearful

or personal or anything, or too long even.

This is just a "vent" post, I'd say. On normal

circumstances this would be an info post

about one of my OCs or some random meme

that I made and whatnot, but well, these are

"special circumstances", and I hope that's

not a problem for anyone.

Peace.